It's been ages, i mean AGES since i last update
my blog.. How's everyone? Hopefully fine.. ((:

Well.. I've been staying at home ever since
i quitted my last job.. Haven't find new one
cause my leg infection haven okie.. So sad..

Was waiting for my leg to get better than go
find new job.. Really need to help out family
plus save up enough money to go taiwan trip
next year with my lovely girls.. And i've grown
fat liao.. LOL..

Hmmm.. What else to write? Oh ya.. i lose faith
in guys lehh.. I don't know why but i just can't
seem to find the right one to give me de security
that i need.. I now can't really trust guys except
for friends as friends are different unless you're
a jerk.. If you happen to be a jerk, get out of my
life as i don't need you..

I've been in so many fucked up relationship..
It really makes me wonder is there really
something call true love exist??

For some people that have found their true
love than for them it exist.. But for me i doubt
so as non of my relationship last for months or
even years.. Unless you consider those talk on
phone and sms type as one than i have one..
It lasted for about 2years.. It's damn amazing
that i can be in this kind of unreal relationship
for so damn long.. I, myself can't believe it either..
I don't know why but i was really happy talking to
him.. *Though most of the time he makes me angry
and when i scold him, he will cry.. Haas*
He can be a jerk sometime, as when we always
agree to meet up, he always and i mean ALWAYS
last minute will put me plane wan luhh.. And it
happen damn alot of times.. I always find excuse
for him which is one reason i don't know why..
Maybe cause that time i really love him?? I really
don't know why even till today..
Hmm.. Enough of him ba.. It's the past already..

Well.. Now there's this other guy, we've broke
up already.. I though we will last also.. But end
up also the same.. Less than a month.. Many of
you will be wondering now, how come broke up
again?? This time seriously it's not my fault.. Is
him.. He was de one who suggested to broke up
with me when we quarrel.. And of cause i agree..
Since he can say this word out so easily, means
he don't really love me that muc as i expected..
Alot of things happen but i don't wish to mention..
Well, now he keep asking me for second chance
when i don't have the faith to trust guys and in
love.. He tell me he still love me and wants me to
stay by his side.. But how can i do that when i lost
faith in all this stuff?? I really don't know..
I've told him, if you can wait you wait.. If not move
on ba, cause i now don't have the faith to go in a
relationship.. Know what he say? One second he say:
I will wait.. Than another second : Haix if no just tell
me than i won't disturb you anymore..
I was like: WHAT THE FUCK?? Here you tell me
this than there you tell me that..
If you really can't wait, do wad i tell you.. Move on
and find a better girl.. As i'm damn sure there's a lot
better looking and better condition than me de girls
out there de.. I'm not even worth your time waiting
for me.. That's all what i'm gonna say.. Want to listen
or not it's up to you..
If not you do something that will make me change my
point of view of guys ba.. If not i need time.. But i'll
doubt you will do anything expect asking me for second
chance.. And that's it..

Well i will end here.. Cause now my mind damn empty..
Really need some rest.. Well update my blog often..
But in order to do that i have to stop beong so lazy.. =x
Haas..





♥Wenwen♥