Today first day start work at IMM..
Thought it will be fun, but who knows?
It's freaking boring and there is damn
alot of bloody rules to follow.. That's
the reason i hate being full timer..
All cause of my mom, i'm force to work
as full time.. ZzzzZzz.. Work there damn
Bo Hua!! Just by eating cost me more than
$4 liao.. -.- Stupid company.. Just for
today alone, i've spnd $50.. Damn dulan..
I don't want to talk about it liao.. Talk
about it makes me vomit blood..

Well after work, walk walk around.. When
i was about to go home, guess who i saw??
Guess Guess.. Haas.. Clueless right?? I saw
Nanny and Andrew having ROMANTIC dinner at
Fish and Co!! World indeed is small.. Like
that also can bump into them.. Haas..
Hmm.. Brought some snacks before i went
home.. Tomorrow i off, so i can stay up
late today.. Haas.. But sleeping soon also..

Think alot today.. Wanna quit today de work
lehh. Cause it sucks.. Mom ask me to work for
a while first.. So no point.. Rather go back
Shokudo and work.. Lol..

Anyway, mom cried today.. All cause of my stupid
brother.. Keep stay at home, don't want to find
job than keep talk back to her in a rude manner
(real rude, rude till when you hear it, you will
want to kill him!!).. Don't know why he will like
that.. Since young, mom treat him like treasure..
Treat me like shit.. Now leh?? Think it's bao yin
ba.. Don't really wanna say this but this is what
i saw.. [To all parents, DON'T just treat your
so as treasure and your daughter like shit.. Cause
it will get back to you sooner or later, like what
happen to my mom..

Oh ya.. Forget to mention, today when i was on my
way home, i almost got killed by a lorry near my
house.. If i never look up, i don't think i'll be
blogging now liao.. Would be resting in peace liao..
Haas.. Why did i look up?? Should have just let it
kill me so i'm free from all this stress.. And i
wouldn't have to think about so much things also..
Haix.. Well.. Let's just move on..

Things that i have done:
Find job..
(Consider half done cause wanna quit liao..)
Quit smoking..
(Fully done it!! For that someone who ask me to
quit : i've done it, but you won't believe me
so there's nothing i can do.. Believe it or not
is up to you as there is nothing i can do to
prove and show you..)
Gone out with my long lost friend..
(Fully done it as well.. Meet some of them out
of dinner and stuff..But still got some haven't
meet out yet.. Planning to save money and go
to taiwan next year with my girls.. So i'm
saving real hard!!)
Mature my thinking..
(Fully done it also.. Been growing up alot
since i broke up with him.. Think about
alot of stuff as well.. I really hope
i can get back to him, but till now
he haven't even give me answers yet..
Maybe i should just give up.. But i can't..
Guess i still love him.. Well who to blame
but me?? Now suffer de also me.. Don't want
to think liao.. Let fate decide ba.. Haix..)

Basically that's all for now ba.. Cause
don't know what to say liao as i'm having
a headache now..
Oh ya.. Wanted to say this to you:

I'm missing you, but you won't know as
you will never bother to find out.. Nothing
can be more important than you.. Nothing!!
Just wanna tell you, i love you.. Somehow,
i think i know what your answers will be..
But i just wanna hear it from you.. Be it
a Yes or No.. I can take it.. No matter what,
thanks for giving me a great time although
we've quarrel alot.. I really enjoy the time
being with you.. I really do.. Hmm.. Somehow,
what i say here, i know it's pointless le..
But i just want to say out how i feel..
What ever decision you make, be happy..
cause this way, i'll be happy too (although
it's hard, but i'll try my best..)




♥wenwen♥