She's nothing but a piece of junk..
Everyone hates her.. And i mean
EVERYONE!!.. No one loves her..
No one likes her.. No one wants to
be with her..
She always try to make people
around her happy.. She will try
all ways to make people around
her happy cause she wants them
to be happy.. She don't want her
friends to be sad.. So no matter
her friend's smile is important
to her..
But some how, she only manage
to make people smile, but not
herself.. She will always be wearing
a mask when she is with her friends..
She don't want her friends to worry
about her cause she will feel bad if
her friend worry about her.. She don't
want it to happen..
What mask is she wearing, you may be
asking.. Well.. She's wearing a mask that
she will be happy on the outside but in fact,
she's crying on the inside.. No one know
about how she is feeling.. Not even her close
friend, her mom or her family.. NO ONE!!!
Everyone hates her, and she hates everyone
as well..
She FUCKING hate her FUCKING life..
Nothing in her life goes well for her..
And she fucking hate her mom now!!
All she does is nag nag nag.. She say till
everything is her fault.. Why can't her
mom think??
When she was less than 14 years old,
she has to start working and studying
where else other kids her age will only
be concentrating on studying and playing..
Is this fair for her?? She already has no
childhood yet she still has to suffer and
take all this stress when she was so young..
All her mom does is to nag and nag and
complain about this and that.. Saying it was
for her own good and stuff.. But she don't
find it was for her own good luhh.. It's
for her mom's own good.. She don't want
to talk about her life anymore as it brings
back bad memories..
She really hope someday, she could remove
her mask and be herself.. She really wanna
be herself but she's afraid.. She's really afraid..
She already know what the world is like when
she had her mask on.. But what will happen
to her when she remove her mask?? She
don't think she could withstand all this..
For now, she will just leave her mask on when
she is facing the world.. She won't be removing
it anytime soon.. Not till she is ready.. Or along
the way someone help her to remove her mask
and let her reveal her true feelings to him or her..
But it will be hard for her to do that as well
as she needs a super duper long time..
She really had a hard life.. Though she
know she can never compare to people
that has a harder life than hers..
But compare to her friends, she has a hard
life.. Sometimes she hopes she can be her
friend.. Seeing how good their life is..
Everynow and then, inside her heart, she
is crying.. Even now.. But she won't show
it out unless she really cannot take it
anymore.. She hate's to show her weak side
to her friends or family..
So sorry to dissappoint to people that
wanted to see her cry.. She will NOT show
it out to you.. She will only give you a smile
or a emotionless face.. Nothing more than
that..
She really hoped to be love by someone
someday.. But she knows that day will
never come..So she took out her heart,
seal it and keep it somewhere where no
one could ever find it.. If someone happen
to find it, bring it back to her and put it
back inside her.. But till that day come,
she will be heartless and she won't feel
love..
♥DEADwenwen♥
