Been reading his blog and his facebook..
Don't know why i'm feeling sad when i
see his post all that.. Well.. Guess
he don't have feelings for me le..
Guess that his in love with the girl that
he like before he is with me..
Don't know why i have this feeling..
I still miss him though.. But since he
is moving on, i guess i should too..
Can't get to sleep ever since i broke
up with him.. Don't have the appetite
to eat also.. Hmm.. But i'm regaining
my appetite but not my sleep.. Dark circles
getting darker.. Becoming a panda.. Haas..
Face also getting worse from lack of sleep..
Having all those red dots and pimple..
I hope it will recover soon!! Cause i hate it!!

Having lots of weird dreams.. Dream about
having 2 kids with him.. Haas.. Weird sia..
It will never come true.. But if i happen
to have his kids, i won't tell him also..
Cause i don't want him to come back to me
cause of kids.. As there will be no love
between us.. I will do my best to bring
up my kids alone no matter what it takes..
Haas.. If it really happen, my whole family
will be angry with me.. But who cares.. Its
my kids also not theirs.. It's the love between
me and him.. Haas.. So even if my family object
of me having my kids to be born, i will still
bring my kids to this world.. Cause i won't be
so curel to abort it.. Everyone deserve to have
a chance to live in this world.. No one have
the rights to stop them from coming to this
world.. NO ONE!!

Well.. Starting work next week liao.. Although
the pay damn less but no choice have to work also
as my mom has been nagging me to go work.. Have
to pay for house bills all that also.. Haix..
What a life for me.. Well just live with it ba..
Only left this week to enjoy liao.. Must enjoy
man.. Should be staying at home the whole week..

Well update my blog if i have the time and will
update often also de.. ((:


♥wenwen ♥