Been home all day.. Don't know since when i've been staying at home till now.. Quite long never go out liao.. Wonder what's the outside world is now..

Gonna find job next week.. So will be seeing newspaper tomorrow for jobs and go down for interview on monday..

At home playing maple.. Now finally level 77 liao.. But i think i'm gonna quit maple soon ba.. Cause of "SOMEONE".. (you know who you are!!) Help her take care her map in maple, when she go do her 3rd job.. When i reach there, train awhile only, her cousin say wan go eat dinner.. So ok.. Never mind.. End up when he BRB that time, i was killing monster (in maple) i realise that he was leeching my experiance.. Ok nevermind again.. Than when i wanna go eat that time, i told him i go eat so will AFK awhile.. His cousin told me ok.. End up what happen?? The ringer (which i don't know is it her or her boyfriend) talk to me say "Wah, afk wan leech exp ar??" I was so fucking piss off and dulan.. What the fuck?? I was like afk for less than 5mins than he/she say this to me.. I cried.. I help them take care their map when they are busy doing something, yet this is the fucking reply i get.. Whats the fucking point of guarding her map in the first place if i don't treat her as my friend?? His cousin on 4x exp so?? I still make it a fucking point to help them.. It was like what the fuck la!! All i've done for them yet this is what kind of attitude i get.. So now i'm not your friend liao la??
Lost my appetite when i saw the reply.. Really DULAN!!!
Now i don't even know what she wants when se talk to m that way.. She still say i talk alot in maple.. FINE LA!! I WON"T TALK ANYMORE!!!

Got thing come find me, nothing liao, kick me aside..
What the fuck am i sia? Just someone for you to make use?? When you needed help that time i help you, yet this is the kind of attitude you talk to me..

I'm sick of all this liao!! You will see, one day if i cannot take it anymore, i'll end my life!!!!





Hope that i can get rid of all this fucking emotion!!! It's making me fucking sick.. I'm fucking tired of my life already!!!



♥wenwen♥